Faithless Awakening | Evolution | Elusive Thoughts | Incomprehensible | Untruth Truths (Elusive Thoughts II)
Faithless Awakening
Dreams are no closer to reality these days.
Once I used to dream, I was flying,
Flying beyond the vertical limits
But what happened as I dream falling?
I extremely feel the excitement
Falling down and down as it was felt,
Felt during the flying moments.
Now what's the link in between?
I'm flying to fall down to fly to fall.
Isn't that too tiresome anyway?
Dreams are good as far as insomnia,
And intolerant migraines are blended together.
Tastes good.
Hum these dishes.
And you almighty cook much bitter
Better than a chef.
So dreams are helpful these days.
She helps me probe who you are
And why I am.
Dreams are brilliant!
Thumbs down to your honest ideas!
Why don't try not to dream
Fooled with injured lies.
Now should you?
Punish yourself you insincere dreamer.
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Evolution
At last he turns human.
Coding translates breathing
And of course compiles real-time sequences
Of heart and other transformable anatomic bits and pieces
And at last he breathes air and tries to walk and speak.
He now can feel, smell and touch like you and other apes do.
Yes he feels the ancient instinct for love and lust as well.
At last he turns human. This evolution amazes him.
Well, he now can get amazed too.
Scratching and searching for the logic, he fails,
For the first time since he was created, he fails.
New thing called sense is born.
Unlike intelligence,
This new thing helps him fix the barrier.
No logic, but a reason lies itself.
Now what is it?
He's trying to escape the truth.
Why, he doesn't know.
He tries to spell it but can't type on 102 standard keys.
At last he turns human. He's trying to speak and tell the world.
Everything he can say but the reason. Anything but the truth,
He starts lying, hiding the real one in fact,
Everything he is saying but the antonym.
At last he turns human and he needs rest.
Now he is sleeping.
He is sleeping, because human sleeps.
He sleeps for the morning.
He is waiting for the rising sun.
He waits for the sunshine he never met.
In dream, he feels thirst.
Thirst for the reason he couldn't say.
He discovers himself within the reason.
He turns human At last.
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Elusive Thoughts
And finally a hope to smile for a while lost.
Did I tell u I belong to people who are not understood by all?
I'm something of that sort or more maybe.
Nobody understands me, even myself.
Why guys around me are so hostile I don't know
But it's still a very interesting understanding
That I'm always welcome in their bad times
Good times are too bad to get involved with them I think
Bad times are too good too lose
So should I wish everyone's bad luck?
I don't know.
Now should I?
Yes it's natural
A person always thinks only about him or herself
But it's not real -
I don't want to think of others in any situation
It's a difficult situation you know..
I'm thinking of them and they are becoming more and more worried
Worried about me.
You guys could find this is too cool
But not that cool you think.
They are worried of me.
Why I think of them because they never think about me.
Then why I should do that?
So they remain worrying and I keep thinking..
[To be continued]
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Incomprehensible
I can't write letters
Would not be so delighted to compose poetries
Verses are not that understandable these days.
Putting the pen on a paper doesn't mean -
I have to write something meaningful.
Sometimes a dot does represent the biggest work of fictions!
And sometimes -
Hundreds of thousands of well decorated sentences
Mean a lot which takes no where.
I wanted to write something -
That could focus on what I think of..
But my unlimited limitations force me not to write -
Too much about the topic which is too good to be kept writing
Till the angel of death comes near my bed and whispers -
The last hearable inhuman voice -
Inviting for the never ending punishment has been chosen for me.
Closing my eyes,
I'm trying to illustrate your clarity.
It's now impossible for me to make you understand.
How I feel when there's no word
To demonstrate philosophies -
I always try to make out of that.
There is something in you -
That prevents me from figuring inners living within simplicity.
You are the Nature herself.
So I surrender.
I will not be able to make you pleased -
By unfolding the unexplainably adorable beauty.
All I can now do is,
Surrender again
And pray acceptance of apology for my disability.
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Untruth Truths (Elusive Thoughts II)
Never thought this would happen…
To me it’s somewhat impossible though
I can find out the true meaning of truth
And reality of real truths
It’s been a long time since I last compared
What truth or true truths in my life really exists….
Or not I don’t know if it’s real or truth.
Well, this could be unnatural to u dear truthful truth
And same with you dear untruth truth…
This may sound quite elusive and very complicated
As far as it does take us nowhere but somewhere
It does exist and it doesn’t exist at all.
I know you are now thinking of extinct existence
Yes I was counting down but never thought this would happen…
Though I know this is not unreal or something…
And you are now the witness of my incomplete completion
Compelling to stop writing and to add a “to be continued” episode ending…
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